The past few months

It has been a while since my last post and I just wanted to give an update on how things have been going for me.  Since my last post I have had a lot of changes with myself and with my family, I can say that some of them have been good and others are a working progress.  I have been seeing my therapist almost a year and have been monitored by my family Dr for over a year and first I have to say that I am very lucky to have found Doctors who think of me as a person and not just a client. To me they are very different things, I do not like going into an office and be herded in like cattle. The therapist that I see is awesome and I never thought that I would ever say those words, but he helps me see things about myself that I have never realized before and it has been a great thing.  I can say that I finally see light at the end of this dark tunnel that I have been in for over half my life.  Now the other half of the working progress is my family Doctor who luckily noticed when something was different about the way I was acting when I would come in with the boys or with my own appointments.  He has helped me get out of this whole I was in and I am blessed to have both of these Dr's in  my life, because I am not sure what was going to happen to me and it was a scary thing. SO that being said I have the best team of Dr;s a girl could have:)  Well and there is my really cute eye Dr but that is another story.LOL  Mom you know who I am talking about.  Anyway back to my update.  I have had a good couple of weeks and I hope to keep this momentum but I am a little worried about winter coming because my depression and anxiety seems to get worse with the season and I hope that this year will be different.  I am also trying to get motivated with going to Church and my wonderful friend Laura has been so patient with me. I did finally make it to a bible study and I can honestly say that I really enjoyed it, Shocking yes I know.  Now if I can only get my behind up on Sundays and go to Church I think she would be so happy if I did that.  But I seem to always be in bed when I should be in church, but when you cannot sleep at night it is very difficult to get anywhere in the morning on any day of the week.  Other than doing  my everyday normal things the boys have been keeping me very busy, in fact so busy that I seem to be getting their schedules mixed up and it is becoming a little overwhelming.  Well that is about all I have to update for now I just hope to keep this groove going and keep moving forward instead of being in the same spot.  Until next time bye bye:)